I absolutely love feeling fear. I want to feel terrified of my partner, know they could seriously hurt me, and know they’re going to take what they want from me even as I cry and beg for them to stop. CNC plays so well with my affinity for fear, and I’m hoping to find a partner in the area that gets off on my fear as much as I do.

A little bit about me: I’m 5’2” with blue eyes and somewhat unruly brown hair, just past shoulder length. I wear glasses, and it’s very important to me that they be removed prior to any rough play so they don’t get broken (learned that lesson the hard way). I’m on the more full bodied side, roughly 165-170 pounds at the moment, but I do keep fairly active and I’m reasonably flexible.

As far as kinks go: I’m into anything that plays into the fear elements. Choking, slapping, hair pulling, bondage, knife play (probably my biggest kink), teasing/slowly building the suspense, orgasm control or denial, and being ordered around/threatened into compliance are all favorites of mine, but that’s certainly not a full list. I can definitely be a little bratty sometimes. Biggest hard limits are scat and any type of permanent damage.

What I’m looking for: I’m pretty open to a variety of different scenarios. One that has definitely been appealing to me is a date night gone wrong that involves watching a horror movie or visiting a haunted house once those start opening for the season. Getting some fear and adrenaline going before you force yourself on me sounds amazing. I’m also open to a kidnapping or home invasion scenario. Definitely let me know what appeals most to you. I do have a roommate, but as long as I communicate with her in advance, I can host. Or if you’d rather host, that could also work as long as you’re not too far from the Ogden area. As far as physical appearance goes, I’m attracted to a pretty wide variety of looks. I care way more about your energy and ability to dominate me completely than I do about the physical specifics. Intelligence is also very attractive to me.

Important safety stuff: I want to meet in public before any scenario plays out. I’d like to discuss details of the scene both online and in person before actually doing anything. Having a safeword is a must. I’m huge on both of us having recent, clean STD testing verified before the scene. I have an IUD. I’d also like to talk about scene specific limits. I’ll respect any limits you want to put in place, and expect you to do the same.

If this post appeals to you, feel free to reach out! Let me know what type of scenario you’re most interested in, what hard limits you have, and tell me a little bit about yourself!