I need some men to cross off something that's a Big Deal on my bucket list.

So one of my favorite things in the world is painal. The feeling as it goes in. The sheer feminine pain, to endure for a partner's pleasure. Feeling someone else inside me. Feeling I can't stop it. Feeling it's a natural conseuqence of just being a girl. Knowing I can be shared with others, and I've already waived my consent. (Disclaimer: It goes without saying that safewords would be negotiated.)

Knowing cock can be forced in my ass at any time, by any number of men, is one of the most incredible feelings in the world. No matter the pain, there's just this indescribable feminine estecacy. And on top of this, with this sort of situation, you get the power by default. I'd like for this to last as long as it's sustainable.

As an added bonus, I have enough experience domming to be your choice of very good at bratting or very good at teaching you how to train me more effectively, if you'd prefer.

You could have a live-in rapetoy. I still plan to contribute to things around the home. I'd like to get started camming, and perhaps selling my body to others.

The major rules I have are that I be allowed to pursue other aspects of my life, no permanent or visible marks on anything.

Let's talk a little about me. I'm a BBW, which isn't everyone's thing. B cup tits (I'd love breast enlargement though.) Silky soft skin all over. 5'9 and a half, striking, sharp blue eyes that will either suck you in or slice your soul. Bra-strap lengith brown hair that covers my nipples nicely but unfortuantely is a little too thin to do much else. I am transgender, and if that's a problem for you, then thank you for reading up to this point. Also, the CPTSD and chronic depression are just a barrel of fun sometimes. But maybe you'll like the crazy. :)

We'd need to start by working on perhaps playing, figuring out how to bring us together to make this happen. (When you message me, you should have a plan for this.)

And now I await lovely, terrifying things that must soon show in my chats.

Happy hunting everyone. <3