I'm 5'10", 230 lbs, bearded, burly, and balding. If you absolutely can't stand any of that, glad we got it out of the way now.

How it starts can be varied. My size can easily hold most down, ropes pacify quite nicely, maybe you want to role play pitying a sad shmuck like me and you learn regret as our bodies touch. Maybe, even, someone out there is genuinely attracted to the idea of a hairy man covering them in oil, smothering them in touch, slipping and sliding bodies together. Feel my hands smoothly slide from your head, neck, down the shoulders, across the torso, over the hips, gripping your thighs, feeling your calves, and ending with suckling on your feet.

Speaking of hips, I have an oral fixation for flesh. Kissing the hip bones, licking along the crests, holding up one leg as I savor the inside of your thighs. All while hands lovingly pet your belly and lightly pull you more and more into me. I'd tangle our legs together, rubbing my own thigh and foot on you while holding your entire leg down. And kissing, making out! A peck on your lips, a slight lick across the top lip, a slight nibble on the bottom. Sucking and tasting each other as our interwoven bodies become more and more indistinguishable from each other.

If that sounds pleasant, even desirable, you're not alone! My posts tend to get attention from these descriptions. Where it always falls apart is people simply aren't physically attracted to my body. The sight of me apparently undoes the entire appeal of my words and actions, which is both understandable and fairly heart-breaking.

So instead of seeking a wholly enthusiastic partner, I want to explore my more sadistic side and find a partner who wants to indulge in the "unwillingness" I continually run into. I want someone who admits the idea of intimacy is alluring, and my heavy-handed descriptions sound tantalizing, and they want to be tied down, maybe blindfolded so they don't get a choice to run away. You're fucking mine tonight. You're mine to fuck tonight.

The tags mean to imply I'm looking for a partner that is anyone who isn't a cis male. Not really any way to signal to nb's or inform trans people you're an accepting space, so that's my attempt.