I cannot believe I am posting here but… here I am. I am a put together, extremely well educated corporate girl who is a fun and nerdy person in real life. Think Wall Street with a personality. 5’8”, 125, athletic build with green eyes and brown hair, very pretty (just… being honest) but not curvy. DDF. Not on birth control.

Problem is that I’ve had a rape fantasy as long as I can remember. Not a cute one where someone abducts me or a date gone too far. I mean true fear, multiple men, knife to my throat making me beg for your cock harder and deeper every time I beg for mercy. I’m crying in pain and fear.

I’ll never experience this because I don’t actually want to put my life at risk, which leaves cnc as my outlet. But I’m not a good actor and I have never managed role play with a straight face. I’m looking for someone willing to figure out with me how to most closely approximate the feeling I’m looking for. To be more specific, how to take someone who likes sex and is generally down (me), and who will have communicated with you beforehand and therefore be inherently somewhat comfortable, and force her to submit to something she does not want. I want to be scared. I want to feel pain. I want you to break me down over a long session, not be done with me quickly. I want you to force me to enjoy things I’m not supposed to. It could be blackmail. It could be making me uncomfortable in public. You could stalk and catch me at a time I’m not ready. Get creative for how you’re going to make me not want this. I don’t want to plan a scene in advance, but I’d love to know your general thoughts and talk about the long list of things I’d love to experience at your hands…

Boundaries are of course that safe words and your comfort with my consent are a must, and so is aftercare. Beyond that, you’d be the first to introduce me to a lot of things, but I truly don’t have many red lines. No permanent harm, scat, don’t love excessive spit (or gags, related). I can’t get an sti, I can’t get pregnant. How you ensure that is up to you.

Who I hope you are: 25-38, not overweight, hopefully somewhat conventionally attractive and larger than me would be great. I want to be helpless in your hands. You’ll see this is my first post on Reddit so idk exactly how to use this shit, but you’ll message me a little about yourself and how to verify.

Happy hunting :)