Hi I’m a 19 year old trans man post top surgery and on hormones (I fully pass until you pull down my pants) I graduate in a month and I’m looking to maybe do some solo travel for a weekend or so in one of the months after I’ve graduated. I haven't chosen when or where but im scandinavian so i'm considering germany since it would be easy or maybe the UK, im open to other places too though! Preferably within Europe

I've been very into cnc and kink in general for a long time now, but i haven't had much chance to play with it irl yet. I've tried a bit of bondage, slave/master play and such but only very little and mildly. I really want to explore CNC/rape play preferably combined with some hardcore bondage and bdsm. I am very submissive in nature and i get shy/nervous about hookups or sex in general so someone just taking and doing what they want is perfect for me. I won't have any choice and just have to go along with whatever you want.

I dont have any specific scenarios in mind, but of course preferably something that involves BDSM and bondage, so if you're into having a tied up FTM to play with, rape and degrade how you'd like, i might be the one for you.

I could stay in a hotel and come to you, or you could come to my hotel, or if you want to keep me as a toy/slave for a few days i could stay with you.

Kinks: CNC, forced breeding/impreg, edging, forced orgasm, power difference, age gap, misogyny/sexism/transphobia, bondage, hardcore BDSM, suspension, humiliation/degradation*, slave/toy, choking/breath play, face fuck, medical play, water sports, pussy/clit torture, object insertion, livestock/hucow (but without the tits I don’t have), manipulation/corruption, exhibitionism, free use, rape threats, body writing, stealthing, name calling/slurs, oviposition (I have an ovipositor!)

*when it comes to humiliation/degradation i am NOT into being called worthless/trash, made to beg for attention or told I’m not worth it. I like to still be wanted and desired. I love being called a whore, a bitch, told I’m made to be a fuck toy, breeding stock, slut and so on or made to do humiliation/degrading things, gang bang/being used by multiple people,

Stuff I want to explore but am unsure if I’ll like: nipple play/torture (I’ve regained most of the feeling in my nipples after top surgery), enemas, wetting/peeing not in the toilet, gaping, temperature play

Soft limits: misgendering (anything other than “girl” and “she/her” is MORE than welcome though! Stuff like “real man”, “cuntboy” and such is definitely more than okay! I just prefer dehumanising to misgendering) anal, public

Hard limits: Gore/snuff, Scat, blood, anything that may cause an infection, humping (I feel nothing when doing it so it’s mainly boring), bodyshaming, blackmail play

Everything will be more fun if we trust eachother and have had a discussion about everything prior to starting play. In the end everything has to be safe, sane and consensual.