I’m a bit nervous since this is my first post here but we have to start somewhere I guess.
I always had this very specific fantasy of having a good and trusted friend use my obliviousness against me. I love the idea of trusting them fully and never realizing they have been stalking me and taking pictures of me for days.
I want to tease them and playfully flirt with them but never initiate or accept any initiation from them. I think the idea of them punishing me for teasing and rejecting them is so hot, especially if there is slut shaming and light degradation involved.
Also the idea of them taking videos or pictures of the act of them violating me and threatening to share it with their friends is incredibly hot! And if possible, one day i want to experience being used and violated by multiple people at once. I want to be completely overwhelmed and slightly terrified.
I do have chronic pain and my joints are a bit fragile so I can’t be thrown around a lot, so for me I rely more on the mental domination rather than physical. I mean I still would like to be physically dominated but just don’t tackle me to the ground. I love when people play mind games with me, make me question which one is the real you.
For my safe words I use the color system. Red = Stop, Green = Go, and Yellow = Slow down or be more gentle. I also really need check ins. I often times can get overwhelmed and lose myself in the scene so please help keep me grounded. Let me know if any of this resonates with you!
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