back by unpopular demand: me!

hello degens. instead of my usual attention-seeking, i'm back with an ACTUAL success story (NOT CLICKBAIT) (CROWD GASP).

anywhosies, for anyone who still desperately lurks my page hoping to see some of my sweet tang again (it's not happening. please stop living in my dms. i'm sorry i had to go so soon.. it gets better!), this is not the update you're gonna be too happy about. but anyways! before this i've had a pretty nasty habit of lurking on and off this forum, sometimes i'd post to no avail, or i'd seemingly be on the track to getting somewhere before my anxiety went off the rails and i'd delete my account only to show up again a few weeks later. pretty brutal cycle.

i was just about at the end of my rope with this account too, up until i got dmed by someone and despite my insistence that he wasn't gonna get anywhere with me, he persisted and we started talking casually. he was extremely patient with me, to the point where we wouldn't even bring up the cnc stuff unless i brought it up during sexts and flirting. i was so sure on the fact that i'd just eventually ghost him (not that i necessarily wanted to, but i know myself and i knew how volatile i could get), but before i knew it we met up in person. it was my first time ever doing something like this. we kissed. it was cute or whatever..

i'm not gonna go too into detail about how it went down, but after a few more meet-ups, i finally got the courage to let him have his way with me. it was in his car, no condom, it was my first time with anyone. ever. needless to say, it was fucking awesoooooome. bro knows how to choke the mess out of someone. he subdued me pretty quickly - he's a big dude (just about a foot taller than me) and i'm practically a shrimp. he likes slapping and i got a pretty slappable face, so not much fighting back i could do on my end lmao. 100000000/10.

anyways if you've read this far, cool! he's now my boyfriend! love the big guy to death. he's been just about my first everything. pretty lucky dude if you ask me.. shoutout to cnc_connect for getting me a good fuck and a boyfriend. happily ever after. love wins or whatever. xoxo.