Growing up, I've always embraced the dominant role, finding strength in asserting control and commanding attention. I enjoy nothing more than having a pretty girl whimpering at my feet, wanting me more than anything else in the world. However, something has shifted within me lately. The more I've encountered submissive girls owned by men, the more I've started to see glimpses of myself in them - a yearning for vulnerability and surrender that I never thought I'd explore. It's as if their desires have awakened a side of me I never knew existed, igniting a curiosity to delve into uncharted territories of my own psyche.

Recently I've been having much stronger urges, urges to just give up control, urges to find a man to submit to, to be owned by, to be broken by. I'm not even in to boys and find cocks revolting, but I can't stop thinking about all the ways they could take me, all the ways they could absolutely destroy me. I think it's time to finally act on those urges and see what it's like on the other side. Will I enjoy it? Will I break? Will I scream in agony or start begging for more?

I'm not even in to guys and I find having a cock inside me repulsive but I can't stop thinking about all the things they could do to me. I'm looking for a violent dom that won't be afraid to really go wild on me. I'm a pole dancer and every night I work I just can't stop imagining handing myself over to the audience, would I even survive or would they get so violent that it killed me? When you message me tell me how you plan for this to go and I'll pick the most brutal sounding guys to talk to (or I'll let you know if it sounds like too much). Also don't talk to me like I'm your sub or you're not getting a reply, degrading and cruel messages are fine, acting like I belong to you is not. If I pick someone who can't meet me in person, I'm planning to let you control a sub, you can use them to do things to me.

There's one other thing I'd like to try too, I've got this kink about handing over control of my wardrobe to someone else. If you're interested in that then send me a nightclub outfit and a gym outfit for me to see your tastes. I want you to be creative so let's say the gym outfit needs to have a dress or a skirt and the nightclub outfit isn't allowed to have either. I absolutely love things that show off my back and abs.

And one other thing, I'm looking for someone to introduce me to porn and hentai, I've only really been exposed to IRL stuff so far, you go right to the top of the list if you'd like to help me out there, maybe send me your favorite porn or hentai picture when you message me.