I want to change you.
You are a body. I want to change the colors of your skin, bruising you. I want to stretch your holes, make you beg me to stop, before something tears. I want to change your pain tolerance, your gag reflex, make your eyes water, make you flinch when I raise my hand.
You are a mind. I want to change the way you think. I want to be an obsession, an infection that takes root deep in your psyche and spreads, the shadow of your every thought. I want to change the way you think of yourself, make it impossible for you to think of who you are without thinking of your place beneath me. I want you to be addicted to my gaze.
You are a multitude of potential futures. I want to be so deeply integrated in your life that I fundamentally alter its course. I will be the dam that holds you back and diverts all your strength and willpower to the artificial lake of my constant desire for more of your fearful devotion and adoration.
Fearful, as I seek to consume you fully. On our first encounter I'll record every shameful thing I do to initiate this ritual marking of your body, through which I will reach into your mind, that you may constantly revisit these wounds, and those that will follow, until this obsessive cycle of thoughts transcends your mind and embeds me into your soul.
These recordings I will keep as a beacon to attract you, again and again, pulling you in ever closer to the all-consuming flame where you will one day succumb and turn to the fertilizing ash which feeds my walled garden.
Answer my siren call, delight my senses, share in this frenzy
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