This is potentially a fairly odd scenario, but if anyone’s interested, it’s been stuck in my head for a while.

I am very inexperienced when it comes to all things sexual (not due to any lack of opportunity, just am a very nervous person when it comes to doing something I’m not familiar with)— that’s important for context for this scene.

I’d like the set up to pretend to be friends and have it go like this:

I come over to your place and we put a movie on, it’s casual and nothing is happening yet. I pause the movie— a bit embarrassed— and look at you, not quite making eye contact. I then ask if you’d like to kiss— say that I’m going on a date with someone I like in a few days and don’t want to mess it up.

I’m nervous, worried it’ll mess up the evening but you just laugh, pull me closer, and then we kiss a bit. It’s fine for a little while, but then your hands start wandering and you start trying to take my clothing off. I say no. I’m not interested in more. I’m not ready for more. And for a second you listen.

But then:

Either you keep going, and I start asking you to stop. I’m pushing up against you and reminding you that I thought you were my friend. I’m begging you to stop while crying. You’re ignoring everything and telling me that I should have known how the evening would end up.

Or, if you’d like, I can physically fight a bit more. I’m happy to get slapped around a bit and try to fight you off. I’m very petite so I don’t think I’d stand much of a chance against most people.

Limits: Not using a condom, Anal (full penetration), Piss, Scat, Blood, Permanent injury

I’m looking for something in person, so would love you to be in the metro area & anywhere from 23-35.

I’m not comfortable sending face pictures on the internet, but I’m happy to meet up for coffee to discuss limits/ safe words before hand, if that’s something of interest.

If any of this sounds up your alley, send me a chat and we can hopefully set something up.