hi.

i’ve posted here before, but ended up deleting my account. so let’s try again, and be a little more upfront this time.

i’m 20, 5’4, 135lb, 36b(?), brunette, and an enby, i guess. very fem-presenting (with a surprise preference toward masculine terminology, i can explain further). i have tits and a cunt if that’s your main concern. etc etc. i’m fine with sharing pics as long as you go first. i’ve been stuck in the middle with this sorta thing. going back and forth between thrill-seeking and letting the chronic boredom let it run it’s course. we all know the story of the chronically online girl trying desperately to relive some old trauma that she has horrifically romanticized in her bored little brain (spoiler alert; me).

i want to feel lured, i want to feel like you like me only for you to hurt me in the worst way imaginable, i want to make you end up reaaaally liking me. i wanna become your soft spot that you managed to wrap around your finger. i’m not easy but my heart certainly is. y’know. make me sad. make me scared.

and of course, no one wants to put in effort for this sorta thing. you want a quick fuck with some girl who’ll let you beat her with no repercussions, i get it. but i like the waiting game, i like months of relentless online teasing only for me to lose my tongue once we finally meet up. it’s both preferable and just how it must be, due to some life circumstances at the moment. just get me to pine over you. and if the time comes, well, we can talk abt it in dms if anyone is crazy enough to be interested.

i’ve been told i’m hard to pin down! and i certainly apologize for it, do not take my disinterest / aloofness to heart. :p i’m a silly thing with a silly brain. if i go awol on you, i’ll probably come back eventually — spamming me won’t change that. i want you to make ME vie for your attention, not the other way around.

also, i’m a virgin (to no one’s surprise ever). just putting that out there since it seems to help, lol.

if you haven’t found my post insufferable then hit me up babygirls aka middle-aged men mwa xoxo.