Let's be honest, you know that you want a strong, dominant man to take what he wants from you. For him to get up, decide that he's going to use you for his pleasure, and then take it from you. How you feel is not really a factor for him, especially not because he can just *take* it from you. The only thing he's focused on is how he's going to use you for his pleasure, he doesn't really care about you struggling, because he'll overpower you. He's not worried if you're just lying there and crying or in your emotional and mental flight-response. At least he's getting the pleasure he wants from you.

Your body. He wants it. Not you. It. He wants your body, because it's going to make him feel good. Or rather, how he's going to use it to make himself feel good. He might use his cock to plug one of your holes, and his fingers for the others. He might use his mouth to taste you, or his ears to hear how much you're secretly enjoying being taken against your will.

You can't admit it, because that would mean you want it, so you keep struggling. It's an act. You actually want this barbaric lump of sexual desire to have his way with you. It makes you feel special and wanted. He wants you so bad, that he can't help himself. And he can't help helping himself to you. But, you can't admit that you want him to do these things, because then his desire fades. His desire is a force against not being able to have you, and the more you resist, the more he wants you, which is exactly what you want. The more you resist, the more he'll make sure you can't run away. The more you resist, the harder he'll make you stay.

You know it too. You get wet from him pulling you to himself and using you. You resist not because you don't want it, you resist because you know he wants you and the more it awakens his lust.

Send me a message if you want a man to want you.