I have a hotel for the week and was hoping to experience some kind of stress release before shipping off to the army next year. I am will to buy dinner as well as share drinks, if desired, in exchange for cuddling and/or spanking therapy. Or we can just hang. Dinner and a movie can your choice as well as what we do afterwards.

When it comes to cuddling, I have no experience but I hear that that its a good way to reduce stress as well as loneliness. Both of which would be beneficial to me. I hope it can open doors to friendships. Perhaps by having a conversation, i can learn more about myself as well as learn about women and understand them better.

As for spanking therapy, I expect emotional and stress release as well as to step my foot into the BDSM lifestyle. Beyond that, im not sure what more to expect, but that is part of the journey to learning more about oneself.

I have made choices in the past that have built up emotions and stress that I still feel guilty about, but can do nothing about anymore. Through this experience, I hope to talk to someone and do some self reflection, learn from it and move on to a brighter, clearer future and obtain a calmer mindset. My life has not been as easy one, nor should I have expected it to be, but i hope to move on and experience something new.

I dont expect all of this to happen anytime soon or even at one time. Im willing to take it slow. Perhaps we can meet up for drinks or go on a walk, to feel each other’s vibe. Provided we come to a mutual understanding we can continue to meet up more often and build a relationship that is short of romance as I am not ready for that. Maybe after my time in the army, things may change. For now, I just wish to have a friend to talk to that will be nonjudgemental, but can provide constructive criticism. Someone who wants to understand me regardless of race, status or experience.