Hello,

I have not written one of these in a while on this topic, but I hope it works out lol. Here's some context.

Um, I have experience with the more popular cglpersonals subreddit, but I was doing dark ageplay with people who were younger than me yet still 18 (I know because I literally ID people, and it has never been a problem anyways). I got into going for "barely legal" ADULT women because my ex and I would do stuff playing around dark ageplay and even though I preferred a girlfriend who was a few years older, I wasn't going to turn down the potential love of my life because she was 18, and so I guess I was trying to recreate what I had with my ex and it came off as predatory, which a barely legal kink on its own has a sketchy reputation, and then combine that with ageplay and I can see why they would make the dumb choice of banning me lol. I have done cnc stuff before, so that didn't help neither. Regardless, I am really good with verbal aftercare as a daddy. I have made a couple of women cry in a good way with it, but obviously, no promises.

I am probably not looking for a little, let alone dark ageplay because I don't want to be banned over controversial consensual shit (😭), so I want to use this time and look for someone that I really am more interested in... Mommy!

I don't want to be referred with honorifics by the way. My type of gal is someone who can lead the relationship romantically, but not holistically. I do not want to be dommed (except sometimes sexually possibly but idk for sure). I want to be hugged and kissed. That's what I am talking about. One of my fears is getting into a relationship where I don't feel loved, and acts of service are my love language, so when you do things to me and for me, it gets me in da feels. Obviously, being the catch and uh... 'romantically dommed' (?) would make me happy.

Ok cool haha yeah. But who the fuck are you?

Oh yeah sorry.

I'm a college student studying computer science, and my goal is to retire early so that I can enjoy the rest of my life with my partner. I had a bad dice roll on my family life and (even though it is partially my fault) friend life because I grew up in a very rural area. My sexuality fluctuates, but my romantic love for women does not (for the uh... for the... most part because I guess I have gay aromantic feelings once in a blue moon). And um.... look this is kind of hard for me to talk about even though I mention these things a lot lol but um I really really like hentai and porn. I have autism, and it's like my special interest. It goes a lot more in depth than people realize, but I can't talk about it because even though it's legal, a lot of people just would not relate I guess lol.

So, I am very online, which I like. It makes my humor silly but offensive I guess. I was on an upswing for gaining weight, and idk how much but I gained a lot. I'm controlling my diet now after binging everything nyc has to offer lol. I feel like I am on the cusp of getting into exercising too where the wave of discipline will just hit me one day. I am 5'9", 220lbs (?), long brown hair, glasses, white, broad shoulders, small beard and mustache, 3" uncut, and I have a plain look, but I have been experiementing with alt/goth a bit lol.

Here's another thing... I have this fantasy of living with multiple women that I am in loving relationships with in the same house, and that's about it for the details really. The porn I think would make a traditional relationship difficult for me, but I am willing to still do monogamy if that's where the wind takes me. I just feel like you should have a heads up about that. I was uh sexually frustrated in my last relationship not being able to be sexual with others, and the porn use felt hurtful to my ex.

For you, I really just want to be loved 🥲. Okay but a little more seriously, I want someone with under eye bags that are PHAT. I sometimes mention east asian women because they tend to have it more, that being an "aegyo sal" look, but it really isn't a race thing at the end of the day. I want also for you to be striving for a healthy long life even if you're unhealthy like me atm. Even like the eye thing is kinda conditional because I like it on how it makes me feel, and so really I just want to feel that because it helps me regress. So uh... soft requirement lol. Any body, race, set of eyes etc is worth a chat though to see if there's chemistry!

Oh and creativity and passion is awesome too :P

I didn't talk about hobbies because I just watch youtube lol. Plus, I am holding out for a partner kinda. Anyways... feel free to hmu :)