Hello and thanks for reading my post, im a class 11th student ( sry not gonna be a dumb 26tard but need serious help) .

So i was a very decent student till class 10th ( i know not relevant but i got 93%). This was just after the boards only that i joined a pretty good coaching in my city. Infact i don't know what they saw in me that they put me up in their top batch (D-P) whereas their many students who are study there from previous classes, are placed in another batch. I guess its because that i got decent rank in their scholarship test .

Thats not the point actually, the thing is that after the syllabus started , i barely understood anything and in starting only, my backlogs began too. I guess its because of the level of the batch as they literally started off with mains and advanced pyqs and even many of my classmates are the ones who already have studied most of the topics earlier only. Its like a revision to them.

Then comes out the every 15days test thing and in 1st test i scored 120/240 whereas everyone else in my class had over 170-80 marks. My rank was at the last , ie 16.

Then in second test, i tried my best to study , solve questions and all just to get a 140/300. Yea these tests are mains style. This time i got 70 in chemistry, 15 in physics and 55 in maths.

Now even the PTM and all happened to on this Saturday, teachers were like he's although making improvement in comparison to the starting but has to put in more and more work.

Fast forward to today, the test was again conducted and i scored only 94/300. Physics 10, maths 35 ,chem 49.

Iam really worried right now as instead of making progress, i went even down in grades and although i am trying to study so hard too.

At this point im scared that they will change my batch and all which will he very humiliating too.

Even some of my friends from lower batch are scoring more than me , who earlier (in 10th) used to cheat off my paper and tests.

Yea the test is same for all the batches, atleast the top two ones.

The thing is that i don't know what to do now , get ashamed and humiliated tomorrow when i go to classes by teachers and peers.

Im on a point that i am even thinking that should i even prepare for JEE? Is it even for me? .

This time also , i was making decent improvement in physics (in class, like answering, doing hw, attentive etc) and even the teacher was happy too. But i scored the least in that only, that too only 10.

The test is again on 9th, i even dont know that will i be able to stay in the batch till that too?.

I don't know what to do and where to start off. Im really stressed.

If someone wants to say anything or give an advice, please help this helpless soul.

I thank u alot for reading till the end.