I am going through a separation and probable divorce, and I have spent the last two weeks almost ready to kill myself from the level of anxiety and hopelessness and despair that I have been feeling. My PCP recommended me some bullshit dose of Buspar 5mg once per day. I did that about five days before upping myself to 5mg twice a day, then today I just couldn’t fucking handle it anymore and I took 10 mg three times a day. And it is the first day in two weeks that I don’t want to kill myself. By the way, I am not recommending that anyone make those kinds of changes without their doctors approval. But I was literally on the verge of calling 911 like every second of every day. I now finally feel like I have a tool to cope with what is going on. And I am beyond grateful. It took the anxiety from a 10 to like a three. That is a godsend.