Most bulls generally take pride in having an above average cock knowing they will stuff a woman like they never been filled before. I do the same myself. I'm not a size monster by any means but at 7" with 5.75" of girth, I'm a challenge for most of the women I've been with to handle.

At 21 years old nearing 22 and with the desire to be a bull, I have a lot of growing to do and there were aplenty of rookie mistakes I made when first getting intimate on a monogamous level with other females. There is some pride though in knowing my ex will have something she can't get back.

My only current LTR to date was a very serious, intense 2 year relationship with my ex. Met at 18, split at 20. Typical teenage relationship that ended as fast as it started. It broke me though for awhile. I loved this imperfect woman a lot and she crushed me.

I remember the sex though and how magnificent it was. She said I was her 4th (who knows if that's the truth) and that she had never taken someone with the size that I had. Some positions were very difficult to do because I would bottom out on occasion on her cervix. She enjoyed every bit of it though: Multiple days in a row of making her cum from just my cock only and that doesn't include any other play with my mouth or other toys. I could tell by her reactions I was making her do things she hadn't experienced and that those reactions were genuine.

And maybe never will occur again.

I carry a little bit of pride with me that she may never feel what it's like to have that caliber of sex again unless she found a howitzer below the belt for a male. But as I continue on in this life and find better and more satisfying partners whether monogamous or not, certainly memories of her will pale in comparison.