okay my situation is kinda confusing, first of its my first experience being a 'bull', ive been in open relationship and stuff but never cucked anyone prior to this, i am 22 and they are 24 both, they are married

english is not my first language so forgive me if i make mistakes

his wife approached me on social media and said that she and her husband wants to explore and wants to experience this lifestyle, i agreed and i went to their place, her husband wasnt amused ig, infact he didnt even talk to me, his wife on the other hand was incharge, she undressed herself and undressed me and we had sex infront of her husband and she was verbally humiliating him

i have had sex with her 6 times in past 1 month and she kept humiliating him and he would not question her, he would get hard yes but he would constantly stare at his wife its like he only gets hard when hes starring at his wife, on the other hand his wife tries her best to humiliate him, she would ask him to lick her clean after i am done with her or she would become verbally abusive i think she was trying to humiliate him or more like taming him?

he has always been obedient to her, he listens to her and does whatever she asks of him but 2 days ago after i had sex with his wife, his wife asked him to remove the condom from my dick, he didnt say anything he just stood still and kept staring, his wife eventually left to wash herself and i asked him if hes okay

he said that its none of my business and the only reason why i am allowed in his house is because of his wife i became uncomfortable and i left but now i feel like i am in love with his wife, i think maybe i would keep having sex with her or turn it into an affair? his wife is so charming and i feel like i am in love with her so is what i am feeling normal?