As a few of you might know, I'm on a self proclaimed gay slut journey, and one of my New Year's Resolutions is to get gangbanged. I'm a single bi guy in my early 50s who like a lot of folks has struggled with attractions to the same sex. I have yet to do anything with any guy but I know I like guys and want to start having gay sex - lots of it!

That said my biggest fantasy is to get gangbanged! Part of the appeal is the excess and intensity of it, multiple guys focusing on me. Another is having more than one guy work to wear me out. I have so, so much time to make up for and so, so much pent up frustration to work out! I also long to be reduced to a sex object; to lose my identity, my autonomy in a sexually charged frenzy.

I have zero clue how gangbangs work but I know they are difficult to arrange. I'm finding it difficult enough to get to get together with just one guy, so frankly I'm realistic with my expectations. I would love to imagine having something like 10 or 20 guys taking turns with me all night, but if (and that's probably a big, huge if) this happens it will probably be closer to 5. I assume this would be happening in a hotel room unless someone has a big enough place and wants to share. I understand someone is usually put in charge to make sure things go smoothly and, more importantly, guys don't get out of hand. I'm guessing there should probably be some kind of aftercare. I'm also concerned about STDs. I'm not on PrEP but would consider getting on it for this.

I'm also not sure if getting gangbanged is advisable for my first homosexual experience. A more personal encounter might be a better idea. Also, how do you top a gangbang? Only way after that is down.

Well if anyone's interested let me know. If enough guys (or even girls I suppose who have strapons) show interest maybe we can arrange something, or at least have an interesting conversation.