TLDR: Parents fxked my life and only way to recover is isolating myself from them forever.

Wanted to become pilot parents agreed, then the day 10th started they took me on a drive and middle of nowhere I was told that am doing Engineering, Ok. Now I started searching and preparing for B.tech in US cuz I had overheard my dad speaking with his brother that how willing he was to send me abroad. Cool right? then one day suddenly my mom out of nowhere shouted on me that am not going abroad. 2nd dream shattered and I would be staying in India and won't settle abroad, Cool again?! Then started my JEE prep and at the same time I wanted to get into army now, like can't become pilot or move abroad lets serve army ( Am an NCC cadet too) she just kept saying no, and then if lets assume today the form for NDA closes at 9pm she gave me permission to fill the form and get into defense at 10pm, fxk lost my mind, still cool cuz no way you can raise your voice or else you know......(Baghban and emotional drama will start). Again force into JEE. Now they told me to get into UPSC, I said am chill but one day I said I would be going for IFS so again had to drop the UPSC prepp😂 4th dream shattered. Now, Sitting here in Tier-3 college doing B.tech. Now the thing is my dad has done courses from IIM Indore and ISB Hyderabad ( the company had sent him for some kind of course idk but not Ex-MBA). He liked the college and culture and so am now rooting for MBA because thats the only thing which they don't have problem with. And CAT particularly because now my MOM gave Permission for studying in abroad but fxk which college gives MBA admission to fresher expect India colleges.

Plus the credit for my JEE failure also goes to my dad, one of the many things he did was that he sent me on cloud nine saying bc JEE toh self-study se hota hai coaching toh bas scam hai usse kuch nhi hota. So I Joined reso almost 8 months later when he realised his mistakes, now u can imagine the backlog I had. Still I was blamed for my academic blunder and mishap (mind-it I have pretty good rank in international olympiads and all, so if not tier-1 atleast tier2 toh crack kar hi leta) At this point after 20yrs of experience on this dull world, I have learnt ki bc kisi stranger ki bhi advice le lena par baap ki nhi his 7/10 advice will lead to disaster atleast for me. Mind it he is just one promo away from VP but can't take proper decision for his kid.

Parents are taking a toll on my mental health. Just want to disappear and vanish without leaving any trace and settle somewhere they can't get me maybe a new country. Am so mentally disturbed that at times I have prayed to god ki bc inn dono ko bas utha lo please. ISTG either I need to go alone or their would be a new news on this sub of student su***** due to mental fxk ups and parental mishaps.