Hello, i am a 26 year old gay man who has had his significant amount of boyfriends throughout the years. I have always wanted to be that special someone for someone else, but it never worked out . I have been cheated on, held captive, hit, mentally abused, etc. I have always believed there was good on people , but the more i dated, the more i stopped believing. I had just ended a two year relationship about two weeks ago and right now i am feeling more insecure than anything. Maybe it is because this is the first time i have ever been alone without wanting to get in another relationship, or maybe its because i truly am not good enough to date. I feel very depressed about the last partner that i had because him and i connected pretty good . We had our same hobbies and shows we liked to watch and we did have a special bond when it came to doing things together . That was bot an issue, but when it came to doing his stuff or my stuff. I always got the short end of the stick . He told me he was not attracted to me , but he was attracted to a coworker. He told me that i stressed him out and with his actions, he made me feel undesirable. We were going through some rough patches in the end, but a dumb argument ended it all and i have been very depressed since . A lot of people say that i am very attractive and handsome and that i shouldn’t feel this way because i could find someone better, but idk how to feel after all this time ...