👉🏼My lil backstory: Before my first pregnancy I was completely against being a young mother, I was 18 in uni, I was head of our campus feminism club, and I had always planned to have a child ONLY when I was married, a homeowner etc, at least 30 years old.

I had one stupid, reckless hookup with a man I actually hated, he was disrespectful and misogynistic, but my hormones got the better of me and two weeks later my period never came. Due to medical reasons, I wasn’t able to take abortion pills. There was a lot of denial and procrastination before I accepted that I was pregnant against my will and there was nothing I could do about it, I was going to be a mother. I dropped out of uni and broke the news to my parents who were extremely disappointed, since I had so many future prospects. The man who impregnated me had ghosted me and I didn’t know enough info to be able to track him down. 9 months later, and all of a sudden I’m a single teenage mother.

Being ‘forced’ into this life really gave me no choice but to accept it and learn to love it. I hated and resented it at first but now that my healthy baby girl is here, I find myself with the craving for another. Honestly I kinda miss being pregnant, having no choice really took away any stressful decision-making and I eventually found it kinda peaceful in a way.

👉🏼 What I’m looking for now: I’ll keep this part blunt, I’m looking to get impregnated again. I want the man to be somewhat anonymous and not involved at all after the pregnancy sticks. I’m not able to take abortion pills but I can take Plan B - I need somebody who can persuade me not to take this, to make sure the pregnancy sticks. This is because I may try to back out, cos I know another baby will make it harder for me to find a husband in the future or pursue my career. But I need to feel the bliss of a reckless decision again.

Feel free to DM. Happy to clarify anything. Sorry if this post is a weird one, I’m not a reddit pro and I’m just pouring my heart out tbh😅

EDIT: Please message saying more than “nice post, I’m down” lol tell me about yourself or something☺️