I have had this fantasy for a while and it probably helped to flavor my last relationship. I have these terribly submissive fantasies.

I want to be held captive and bred like an animal. It starts out with me being kidnapped and tied up. Kept in a dark sparse room tied in shackles, able to move around but not much. I fantasize about men coming in looking me over, analyzing my hair, looking in my mouth and probing my holes with their fingers and metal instruments. I am trapped in training gear, butt plugs meant to stretch me out, and devices to lessen and eliminate my gag reflex. When I am ready, eventually I'm led into a breeding room and tied to a device that keeps me on my hands and knees but semi comfortable, something like a table. In my mouth I have a ball gag so all I can do is whimper. Men then come in and further examine me maybe even probing me with their penises to see how they fit. Eventually some one selects me and I am raped repeatedly over the course of hours or days by whom ever my new owner allows. Unable to move the whole time or the comfort of a shower or toilet. The only comfort that I am given is that an attendant comes in periodically to clean up my waste and wipe me. Finally I am "broken" and lead to a car to be delivered to my new master. He takes me to my new home and treats me only slightly better while he and whomever he chooses continues to treat me like the animal I have become.

I know I am probably really fucked up.