I've been frequenting this subreddit for quite a few months now but I didn't really think I had anything to contribute so I basically remained a lurker. However the revitalization that has recently happened kind of spurred a need to contribute in a way, and that's what made me remember what really started this fetish for me. This happened about 6 years ago so bear with me as I try to remember everything, and type out all of the set up for it. I like to make a short story long.

I was 17, and a virgin in high school that was working a nursing home where I just washed dishes and talked with the other kitchen staff. In an unnatural act of smoothness I was able to talk one of the waitresses into a friends with benefits relationship (it's a nursing home, the elderly don't care, and we were upper teens and lower 20s that just wanted to get it on. Zero fucks were given about what we talked about). Anyway, before we started getting into it we had a "date" or two where we walked and talked, and got comfortable with each other. She explained that she had poly-cystic ovarian and kidney disease and that she had lost an ovary due to the calcification of it, and that she only gets her period once every other month. That and she was on birth control so that the possibility of her getting pregnant was slim to none. After having a few of those, we started to have sex, and have sex quite regularly (to the point where every other evening I was at her place, pounding each other brains out).

Anywho, a few weeks in she starts to mention that we stop using condoms, and she reiterates that she's basically infertile. She goes on to explain that she wants to feel me cum inside her so that she can feel what it would be like to try and get pregnant. Being the paranoid 17, uninformed teenager that I was, I thought that even against all of those odds I would still get her pregnant and I would ruin both of our lives. She continued to goad and goad, but I'm pretty bullheaded so I resisted, until...

Fast-forward to one our, all-day-fuck-fests (who doesn't love one of those?). It's our first round and first time we've fucked in 5 days, so our blood is pretty hot. We start to get into it and, I completely forget the condom and I just start to pound away at her. Everything feels wonderful, better than ever before, and then I realize why. I pull out, put a condom on, and finish inside her. She's a bit disappointed, but still likes the feeling of me pulsing, so I thought fair trade. We rest, grab some water and food, then round 2 starts. She pushes me on my back, and mounts me. She's a redhead, and a redhead that knows how to work a man. She knew exactly what to do to me, how to ride me, and did it in a manner I haven't experienced since then. Her moans, her body movements, the sound of our skin colliding together is something I still remember.

Then I realize, no condom again. I can feel my balls churn as I'm getting close, and I remember gasping through moans, "Sara, stop. I'm really close, I'm going to cum inside you." She picked up the pace, and kept slamming down on me harder and harder. I remember how helpless I felt under her as she was pulling my orgasm from me, and the rush it gave me. I bolted up to physically push her off, but something held me back as I just moaned into her chest and came deep inside her. My arms wrapped themselves around her, and held her close as I pulsed every last drop I had in her womb. We stayed like that a few minutes while we rode the afterglow. I was a little mad that she did that to me, but how good it felt completely overwhelmed that emotion. We didn't use condoms after that. We fucked, sucked and screwed for a couple more months after that, and I came deep inside her every chance I got.

I learned from that experience that I really like it when a woman takes a bit of control. Not full blown femdom, but using a bit of force to show me that you want me is quite the turn on. It also that sparked a creampie fetish for me. From then on I watched a lot of creampie videos whenever I got off, and whenever I had sex I would always ask if I could cum inside her if I had a condom on. Since finding this subreddit I've really crystallized why I like cumming inside a woman. Not only does it feel phenomenal and unlike anything else, it feels right. It feels like it's what I'm supposed to do and that anything else will be second to it.

Thanks for reading, I know it was a little long but I wanted to contribute in a meaningful way. Thanks for bringing back this subreddit, I'll see if I can't find another way to contribute in the future.