Hello, thank you for deciding to read my ad. I really appreciate it and I hope I won't waste your time.

I am a cis 27 year old plus size female from GMT 1 time zone. I am not a beginner, but my previous connections left me unsatisfied. That's why after some time I decided to try my luck here again.

What I am looking for: Someone to help me hone my masochistic tendencies and let them grow, so I can learn to accept pleasure only through discomfort and pain. I am very interested not only in physical, but also mental dominance. Let's try hypnosis, rewiring my brain, dehumanizing me, etc. Daily or weekly tasks that will make me improve in my training (nipple torture, anal training, throat training) and will increase in difficulty as I make progress. I also need to have some time freedom, so no tasks based on the whim of a moment - I am married and living with my husband, who does not know about this side of me and I would like it to stay that way. I need harsh treatment, being called names, always shown ways to improve, telling me I could do better, that I'm not worthy, I am noone and nothing. Please do not use kind words or sweet names, as it makes me withdraw. I do not want to know your name or age (I prefer men closer to 40, and knowing you're younger could make me skip your message) or how you look. Please no pictures of you or your body. Kinks: nipple torture is my favourite kink, anal training, throat training (I am very bad at this one), orgasm denial (I cannot be allowed to orgasm as it makes me less dutiful), pain play, objectification, humiliation, degradation, being told what to do, dehumanization. I would like to try and complete disgusting tasks, within my limits. Limits: permanent damage and marks, needles, cutting myself, knife insertion, children and pets, anything illegal, vomit, scat, gore, wardrobe control. The list can be updated.

Pictures can be discussed along the way. I will not send any straight away and it can't be expected that I will document every task. I hope there will be enough trust to know that I am doing as I am told if I confirm doing something. I would also like tasks given and then at the end of the day, follow up with what was accomplished, how it felt, and how we can move ahead.

Short messages will be unanswered. Please tell me how you would go about me being your slave and why it is you that could help me become the true masochistic slut I need to be.