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Over the years (damn, yes, it’s been years) since I opened this account to explore my sexuality, probably half of my posts have been about breasts and things related to them.

But I don’t know if I’ve ever written with precision everything that drives me crazy about them. Also probably due to English not being my first language.

And lately boobs have been in my head more than ever before, which is crazy, because I didn’t think that was possible! To the point of thinking that maybe it’s very unusual to like them so much.

If you saw me on the street you probably wouldn’t think that of me. I’ve only shared this part of me in real life with my best friend. I’m a pretty normal guy, good looking (dare I say!), responsible. I grew up with a sister and a mother very close to me and they always taught me to respect everyone. I don’t like to give looks to women, I don’t want to make them uncomfortable, and I know the bustiest women get the more looks and the creepy ones also, I try to avoid giving those looks to them.

Maybe that’s why I spend much of my private time thinking of them and looking at them online? Either in porn or on Instagram, looking at profiles of extremely busty women. It’s crazy, what if this fetish of mine (is it a fetish? 🤔) starts to drive my life suddenly? I’m not one that fantasizes about incest, at all. Not my thing, and it’s okay if that’s your thing! But a couple months ago I saw a cousin of mine who I hasn’t seen in ages, and she was sooooo developed, I didn’t look too much, but I didn’t have to, you could look away and still tell she was massive on her chest... and more thoughts just started coming. I had to unload later that day just because of that.

Since before I even had any sexual ideas on my head, just a little kid. I recall being at the beach on family trips and just awkwardly looking at the girls in bikinis, looking at their boobs always, not understanding why I liked looking at them. I got goggles and dived in the pool just to be able to carelessly look at them underwater...

Then, I remember being at puberty when I found about porn, I found the phrase “big tits” online (I didn’t speak English back then) and was surprised by the size of some women, that in all honesty, I wouldn’t even find busty today. I remember thinking “Oh wow” that’s so big! They probably were C cups (I know bra sizes are complex and that’s a generalization but you get my idea) And I loved so much everything about them. But over the years I started finding bigger and bigger breasts, and for some reason the term “too big” never appeared on my head. I loved looking at women with tits the size of volleyballs, the kind that take up the whole torso of the woman. Women like Abbi Seccra, Milena Velba or Maserati. I’m honestly even embarrassed to say I can name dozens of breast models, and huge ones specially. Today my searches are always “huge tits”, “massive tits”, “gigantic tits”, “monster tits” aaaaand “lactating”.

Yup. Eventually after looking so much at boobs I had to come across lactation porn. And ever since I saw the first drop of milk coming out of a nipple I was hooked. I was drooling. I couldn’t believe how something could be so so hot, so arousing, so lustful, yet so beautiful and natural. I eagerly wait for the day I get to latch onto a leaky nipple from an engorged veiny breast.

But setting my feet on the ground. As I’m a relatively normal guy. I don’t find breasts the most important aspect of a woman. I’d rather be with a flat chested girl who is amazing and we get along than with a massively chested woman... Or am I? Oh god, I don’t know anymore... why I can identify all the big breasted girls in my university faculty? Their breasts look so young and plump and I don’t want to be creepy around them.

I recall a couple days ago going to the grocery store. And there was an older woman with a heavy sweater, probably with several layers of clothing, and a thick turtleneck. Yet, I could tell she was packing a massive pair. I could imagine immediately undressing her, making her feel good, pleasing her (oh yes, I looooove pleasing women). And that’s an example of older women being so attractive to me. Maybe they had a couple kids and they grew, or they are mature enough, produced the kind of hormones that at a certain age makes them have much larger tits than when they were younger. And let me tell you, she probably wasn’t the kind of woman most people would consider attractive, but I’d date her in the blink of an eye.

I guess what I’d want eventually is to be with a woman that enjoys attention to her breasts as much as I enjoy giving them attention. Regardless of her size, if she enjoys me always at her chest I’ll probably be a happy man. I enjoy pleasing women in many ways, I loooove giving oral and love so much feeling and making a woman orgasm, but being latched on a tit is just pure bliss to me.

So if that sounds like you, please message me :) Only requirements are that either you enjoy the attention to your boobs however you look, however they look, whatever your age is (18 ofc). Ooor if you just happen to have enormous, massive, gigantic boobs, and wanna talk about anything related to them.

I’m a much more complete person of course. And I know you are too :) so if you wanna chat and get to know each other as well I’m more than happy. And you can learn more about me checking out my profile! I won’t ask to look at your tits (Definitely not opposed) but I rather have a mature conversation, a real one, please don’t lie about your size :)

So yeah, that was a long rant about my obsessive thinking and drooling over breasts. Hopefully you’ll message or at least enjoyed the read.

Good day everyone! My best wishes for you :)

J.