I'm liking being single. I go out with my friends more frequently than before. I'm social again. I share things about myself on social media which is great because I'm working on being more vulnerable and letting people to get to know me. I also plan on doing solo travels. It's liberating. I still wanna work on myself. I'm going to therapy. I'm also doing well career-wise.

I was the dumpee and yet I still reached out to her. I was surprised to even get a reply. We agreed to meet this weekend. I miss her but I know that we can't sustain a relationship right now. I guess I just wanna cherish what we had and give her stuff back.

With all the improvements I made for myself, I feel like I deserve better. I had people who cared so much about me but I pushed them away. I chose the emotionally unavailable. Maybe I was too.

I hope I can be firm with my decision when I see her again. I still think she's a great person tho. I hope I can communicate these things properly.