we were poly, had a lovely relationship. i just didn’t get along with his other partner, she straight up was not great to me and instead of being a douche and giving him an ultimatum, i said i needed to work on me.

so am i? for the most part. we still love each other, and it’s been about 2 weeks now. we’ve screwed around twice last week and texted every day since meeting back up the first time.

i ended up not texting him yesterday. i was busy as hell, depressed. i needed to focus on me, and, maybe that’s what he’s doing today too.

anywho, this stylist im working with has been hounding me to nail down this studio space to work at and he’s the only one i know that has the schedule for its openings. i texted him asking about it today, and he was short as hell. nice, but abnormally, short.

he’s been down to not have a label, and go with the flow. but, i want to ask if he’s doing ok/is mad/what’s going on. i’m being anxious about it. it’s impossible for us to go no contact with work, and neither of us want that.

idk. hit me with the hard questions, but, know that i’m not trying to play mind games on him, and i know he likes me like this- like, we’ve been poly, in our nature we communicate a ton. i just don’t know if i should check in and ask if it’s detrimental or if he wants to take a step back. then again i read into things too deeply at times so- check me.