More than a month after our breakup and we managed to keep our lines open. I still wanna be part of her life eventhough I know we can't sustain a romantic relationship for now. She said she now sees me differently. And that only means she doesn't consider me a potential romantic partner anymore. I really like her company. Heck I still wanna grow old with her.

I still consider getting back with her when the situations change. It's hard for us to endure and will probably hurt us if we still stick together. I wanna know if she feels the same way but at this point I think it's too late to ask. We didn't have a proper closure. It was a bad breakup as well as she only informed me online. We dated for 4 years and I was expecting more than that.

I still miss her from time time and I want her to be happy.