We broke up almost a month ago. At first, I saw it as an oppotunity for us to grow as individuals. I was busy meeting friends. I was actively socializing and reconnecting with old acquaintances. I planned to enroll in classes, travel more, go to the gym, and just take care of myself.

My life now isn't what I imagined to be. Instead, I'm glued to my bed, doing the bare minimum at work, and just play games to numb my feelings. I don't view her social media anymore because I feel like she's really doing great without me. I can't help but feel like a loser sometimes. I know that this too shall pass but I hope it won't take me a year to regain control of my life.