Another entry in the BU saga 🥲

So ex has made it clear that we are done on a romantic level and he doesn't see me as someone he wants to build a future with. We've had 2 months apart and that stance of his has never changed.

I recently went away on a trip and when I got back he picked me up from the airport. We hung out for a bit and it felt so natural so of course we ended up sleeping together. We didn't talk about seeing each other again but already this morning I'm sitting here desperately thinking of when would be a good time to hang out again. It's that same desperate longing I had when we were together where I wanna stop doing everything just to see him.

I miss us so much but I know it's not gonna work out because of how he feels. I'm trying to coax myself down into taking it slow and seeing how things go but my previous hang ups are definitely lurking.

Advice?