I had been in a relationship for 4 years dated parts of high school into college. But after covid as well as after she had wanted to get married but I was worried because there were a few things that we did not agree on including kids, me wanting them and her not. So I was wanting to wait till we both finished college and moved in together ( went to different colleges 3 hours from each other). I put everything I had into our relationship there was hardly a minute I didn’t go thinking about her and she had been the only person I really talked to (a bit antisocial). Now after a year of us being split I still can’t this girl out of my mind and just don’t know what to do. I stupidly went on Facebook to she what she was up to for the first time in months after having a dream of being with her and find out she’s engaged to someone else, and it’s just thrown me through a bunch of emotions including rage and just depression. I can’t lie to myself I wanted to be the person she married and I still love her. I’m just looking for some way to just get this person out of my head because I don’t want to think about this no more.