Basically I have been feeling pretty good about a mutual break up. We had differently values, I felt she was not on the same page, waking up late, materialistic, not health conscious, never helped me with anything around the house, had to work and do everything myself as well as a lot of fighting. So we mutually broke up, no bad blood or anything. I liked her physically a lot and I thought she was a fun person and we got along on some aspects honestly, but just didn't see myself marrying someone who I felt had different values as myself. I have gone out with a few other girls this week. I'm decent looking and it seems being single lots of cute girls like me. But today it hit me I sort of missed her a bit and felt this big surge of anxiety and depression. I also miss sex and just having fun being with her. I also suffer from a anxiety disorder so it hits me harder. I don't know if made a mistake messaging her seeing if she's doing okay today.