Will I ever find someone like her again?
I'm posting this even with the knowledge that yes, I know someone is out there who may not be like her but is better than her, there are mixed answers in my head, some say no, she's the only one, some thoughts tell me yes, I'll eventually find someone like her again—maybe I'm just trapped in this idea that I lured myself into, the idea of love which I hold onto, the love that she and I built, I'm trapped and scared to let go.
Or maybe I already let go but I couldn't move on, and I chose to be stuck in this place—this place where I already accepted what had happened but refuse to move to the next chapter, maybe I'm just in disbelief that our relationship that'd I thought would work out and actually last forever, the relationship that used to fill our stomachs with butterflies is now empty and gone, lost in the dust of the past.
By the time I'm writing this right now I don't even know why I'm posting this anymore, maybe because I just felt weak lately because our anniversary is supposed to be next week and needed ways to vent out... Anyways if anyone understood whatever I meant on this random post, thank you for understanding and I wish you a good bright day wherever you are :>
And if you're like me who feels stuck in a place, as ironic this sounds coming from me, no one is really stuck somewhere—remember, everything is an outcome from the choices that we make, even if it's not our fault, we choose who we become, where we go, and what happens to us, you have the choice to move on, it's just hard, but the answer always lies in you :> I wish you all the best, cheers!

P.s.
Def recommend reading "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck"