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Guys I just ended things with the man I loved the most in my life. But love isn’t everything. It was toxic beyond words and so fucking unhealthy. My mental health was at stake. I had the strength to break up. I took this guy back after horrible things, I thought I can’t live without him, I thought marriage would solve everything whew did I dodge a bullet! I never thought I could break up. I am excited to go back to my life, to all the people he made me cut out, I am relieved. I just did it last night and I didn’t even need to explain myself, I don’t have the energy. This boy drained me. The turning point inside me was yesterday evening when I got so angry thinking about everything and contemplating all day at work, I got home felt so anxious, nauseous and I really wanted to cry but it felt like if I release anything I’m gonna throw up. And it hit me; he makes me feel PHYSICALLY ill. I said to myself I either walk away or end up with stress ulcers down a few months. I hope it doesn’t hit me and break me at some point especially with nye and a really stressful phase after but fuck it I’d rather be sad alone than have someone bully me around and minimize my efforts. I wanna go in the new year clean. Cheers everyone! Find the right button and it’ll feel great. It can be so easy. When you believe you gave it your all and there’s nothing you could have done more and you made the right choice, when you truly believe you made the right choice, you make it so much softer on yourself, like an instant remedy!
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