Yeah, I've thought about it all. I've gone through all of it and I come back to the same conclusion. I don't need you. Ok? Hear that. I dont need you. But I want us to try again. I chose to be open to that. I can't come up with a reason we didn't work other than time wasn't on our side. We dated for 2 and a half months before going long distance. Distance does a lot to people. It stunts the growth of a relationship. The things you said you thought yuh out should feel were yet to come. We went quickly in the beginning g because we were together every day. But at the end we are far apart. It slowed down a lot, I know it feels like things died because I felt it too. But I've been in long term relationships. I know what to expect. And we were there.

Maybe when we are neighbors in a few months you will feel things again. Think about restarting, but I dont want to start again this far away. I want to start it where we can't run away from our problems by pretending.

I'm choosing you, I dont need you, I want you.