My ex was super gorgeous and I always considered her out of my league. I’ve also always had some insecurities about myself but now that she’s gone, those negative feelings have amplified. I have a crooked smile, a scar on my face, bowed legs, some missing hair on my thighs for whatever reason…

I’m finding myself constantly fixated on these things now to the point where I don’t even like to look in the mirror or take pictures anymore. My confidence is at an all time low and I just wish I could look completely different sometimes.

I’m not sure what I’m looking for with this post, but it’s a feeling I keep bottled up and haven’t felt comfortable sharing elsewhere.