Informed my gf a couple days ago that my emotions and love for her is not as strong as it once was at that idk if we’re right for each other. She’s a couple hours away so we’re meeting to talk and I’ve made up my mind so I’m breaking up with her. This is a weird feeling. I feel so guilty but I can’t control how I feel. I want her to be happy and be with someone who loves her equally bc she’s great but it makes me mad thinking about it. And I’ve been wondering if whoever she ends up with next will treat her right, but do I even get to after hurting her like this? That was three days ago I told her that, I’ve texted her since to check in and make sure she was safe and she just now responded and I understand. When we meet, I’d love it if I could tell her how much she improved me and tell her about the light she brought to my life but I think it’d hurt thinking about that. She’s super strong, I know she’ll be okay but what do I even do. Dark lonely times are ahead, but I’d go through hell if it meant she’d be safe and treated well.