I don’t use reddit often but seeing as I have no one else to tell I’ll just post it here to get some of my emotions out.

As a 18 year old with no friends, having a girl say that they loved me and that they wanted to be in a relationship with me, as I’m sure you can imagine, was mind blowing. To top it off she was actually beautiful, not just the kind that people say when they’re in a relationship with them, tall, smart, and of the same ethnic background as me, which was a big plus.

Over the years I had invested myself dearly into her and the relationship. I have would always make sure she was eating, taking her medications and that she was doing well mentally. But slowly it seemed like she was losing herself as she would say. It seemed like she was losing interest in me too.

I don’t know, this post certainly isn’t going to garner much attention but it just really really sucks. My family loved her, her family loved me. According to all of our friends we were going to be the ones that would get married. I’m just broken. I would love for someone to message me privately as I feel there is a lot more I want to say but just can’t put into words here.