We broke up 6 months ago, JUST finished our trial for custody. We'll last night she drops off our child and I deemed he needed medical treatment, poor kid has been admitted. Long story short, ex and I have HATED each other the last 6 months, making things impossible, fighting and so on. But tonight, she decides she wanted to spend the night with us in the hospital and she ends up getting very close and intimate out of nowhere. She finally left the room to get stuff and I've been sitting here alone with our child questioning my entire existence. I still love this woman, but I can't help but feel I was just used for a cheap thrill. She wishes we could do all this without the relationship. I want the relationship. What the hell should I do? This has never happened.