Just days ago before the break, she told me:

“I love you so much!” “I capture my panda and I will never let him go!” “I will never leave you!” “We will live long together.” “I accept the way you are.”

During the three month break, we did the therapy, and then after we have found our problems and solutions, she chose to walk out…instead of trying it out.

She broke up with me and told me: “I am not happy with the relationship” “I am not satisfied with the relationship” “Babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I’m sorry you criedddd babyyyyyyy it’s okayyyyy to feel saddd I’m also sad but I know we will be fine and we don’t know what the future holds. The way our personalities work like the way you always think meticulously and you want to do things a certain way and you are very sensitive and look for me in comfort and strength, like you knew all those years you can rely on me and I never said anything bad, I never judged and even with your family I put myself aside when I don’t want to eat or to please your mom like I did so many things but i want someone different. Can take the lead and allow me to relax and just organize everything and just make myself feminine. I grew tired of being always the “rock”. I grew tired of your expectations and always walking on eggshells. And then there’s the whole masculine vibe and feeling like a woman I don’t feel like I’m your girl I felt like I was your mom.

Like wow. When she said all this, I had no idea what the hell she as talking about. I didn’t know anything. And me relying on you because I an sensitive makes you feel like a mom??? I paid your rent when you didn’t have job for half a year…