Today my ex of a month just told me to move on. We dated for 2 yrs and 2 months, towards the end it was just a friendship with no intimacy at all. Her body language spoke more that she did. She told me I was controlling and now I see how I was at times. Nobody is perfect and I know where I went wrong. I feel horrible for the way I ended up blaming her for us ending things. I really did try and do everything I could for months but she really didn't when we talked about things. It just became a cycle of me trying and her becoming more distant. I had my whole life planned with her, but I saw that sparkle in her eyes die and fall out of love. I still care and love her deeply. It drives me crazy that we won't be anything anymore and I cried a lot and just fell into a depression after the 3rd week. I can barely concentrate and my work friends just keep telling me to go and sleep around. Which I hate because I'm not like that or what society deems being a man should be. My feeling were shattered I just feel lost and empty. I wish we could try again to fix everything but she went from not soon to forget about any future with her. It hurts but I understand. I really have no one to talk to about this