Goddamn it I was so dumb to not remember this detail and mentally defended him. HE DUMPED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY AND TOLD ME TO CONSIDER IT AS A GIFT 🗿🗿🗿 he turned the 3 weeks following my birthday into hell. I literally told him that every year there would be an event that turned my birthday into a shit show so I stopped expecting my birthday. My friends and family did their best to give me an amazing party because they knew that I have been depressed for years prior to this. And he became that fucking event in the end of the day, flipping all their efforts away. Another important fact for "he clearly didn't give two fucks about me". Fucking hell I fell in love with that???? Fuck him, fuck his job, fuck his lifestyle, fuck his life, fuck his broke ass car, fuck his everything (except for the dog). He should go fuck himself 🙂