I miss your smile. I miss your rambling about videogames. I miss how youd pretend to get mad when I called a cat ugly. I miss your laugh. I miss saying I love you. I miss your sandwitches. I miss working out with you. I miss sharing a bed with you. Its so cold now.

But I'm still so angry. How could you do that? You said you'd give me time to get back on my feet. You said I could stay as long as I needed. Yet, just one week later, I need to get out Asap? Do you know what youve done? I've missed 2 weeks of my school work. I might fail my last class to get my degree. I don't got anything where I'm staying. I'm sharing a room with my friends two kids. My back fucking hurts from the mattress. I miss our soft bed.

You know I severed ties with my parents to be with you. You know I though of your parents like mine. For nearly 6 years all of you have been my family. Now what? I'm left to fucking scramble? Go back to those narcisists who will probably shame me? Force me to repent and talk about god?

I love you... But I loathe how you handled us... I gave you my all... I've been begging to fix us for months... You always said there were no issues... You said you love me... Fucking liar! You fucking liar!