I don’t live in regret but I do realize that I did fail. Taking accountability in my actions and my words helps me thrive to move forward and be a better person. Of course it is nice to know that someone will be with you through thick and thin, but we should remain confident especially as men. I realize I’ve failed us, but I have to look back and realize what I did wrong, even though love is a two way street. I forgive you for what you’ve said and what you did. You’re not a bad person , you were my favorite person. 2 years together and grew attached to you and detached from myself when I had negative impacts in my life. That was a lot of pressure on you. You’re a beautiful soul, I’ll never forget the 30th of march. Things got rushed this time around, but I have not been the man you once knew. I need to heal , and you need to grow. If it’s meant to be it will be, I’d hope to see how you’ve grown some day but I can’t rely on that. Sad part is if you reached out I’d answer in a heartbeat. I have to keep it pushing, better myself for myself. Because if I’m good everyone in my life is good.