When do you come to the point that you have to give your ex the closure they deserve the answers they deserve so they can move on anyone know? I have been in a 4 month long battle of wanting the closure I need to hopefully feel normal again yeah normal because nothing about this break up has been right even when we were together I’m talking about the verbal, mental, and psychological, and physical abuse I endured the countless nights I’ve lost sleep the countless days I sit in my room and cry the countless days I try to wrap my head around how you could think any of it was normal or how you could do this to the me the guy who gave up his freedom and risked his freedom every day to have a life with you but you discarded me every chance you could get, you block me on social media and on the phone and tell me not to be insecure about the countless guys who call you beautiful and how I don’t know what you’re doing in your days and when I ask it’s none of my fucking bussiness that I have nothing to worry about but somehow you tell me I’m shady when you have my location how does that work? You’ve broken me you come when you please and leave when you please and when I ask for answers or beg you to stop you tell me to stop being dramatic and when I react angrily you tel me I’m crazy and I need help but what I don’t get is how you can sleep at night knowing that you do this but once I react you somehow turn into the victim and that I have the issues but when I sit there and cry and tell you that this is killing me I need to stop acting like the victim? I want closure I want answers how you could sit there and tell me you love me and do the shit you have done you’ve left me and I’m sitting here lost I wish you could feel the pain I have but you can’t because I never and I mean never did the things you’ve done to me I admitt I’ve said some hurtful things but I apologize and tried to fix things but it’s like pulling teeth to get any sort of apology or accountability out of you tell me how that works you’ve broken me to the point now that I no longer believe I deserve to be loved I’m beyond hurt you’ve left me empty in the darkness when you were my light and my person so again how can you go about your days and nights thinking you’re justified in anything you’ve done ?