We didn’t end on bad terms and when it ended I did the stupid thing and begged and didn’t respect her boundaries.this is what I sent

I want to apologize for how I acted following our breakup. I’ve had time to reflect and I now understand my anxious attachment style was driving my behavior. I completely respect and understand your need for time and space and I ultimately want what’s best for you. I hope we can talk again at some point but will leave that to be your decision. I hope you’re doing well.

Last night after doing a lot of research into my attachment style I decided to reach out, this is the reply that I got.

Aww thank you for the message! It’s totally fine - I’m sorry too for everything and I never wanted to hurt anyone especially you! Hope you are doing well still and running / eating well and sleeping! Yeah I hope we can talk soon too in the future x

I’m going back to nc now and letting her be and hopefully in the future she will reach out. Not counting my chickens but we will see.