It's been years but I still keep a playlist of every song I come across that reminds me of her and our relationship. It acts as a sort of exposure therapy practice, because I would listen over and over to each song until they lose all the meaning I've associated them with. What sucks is that every so often I would discover a new song and I'll find myself bawling my eyes out because why are there so many ways—written and performed by so many people—of saying the same thing? Of how you miss them, how you want to forget them just so you could stop feeling this way? When does it end? It's been close to seven years and I'm still here, still pathetically hers.