So my girlfriend of four years left me on Christmas. It’s been a nightmare. I had to move halfway across the country just to get away and reinvent myself.

However, two months later I feel pretty good. I didn’t cry today, didn’t send her a email. I didn’t make a note in the note app. no essay written, didn’t send her a email. no essay written I didn’t feel sorry I didn’t feel as if I missed her maybe I missed the good memories.

I miss the good times and honestly the bad times were few and far between but ones perspective is not another’s.

And for whatever reason she wasn’t happy, she felt she can do better and for the first time in two months, I feel pretty good.