I am going through it right now. I was with my girlfriend for four years. Lost everything business willing to live. I even went by her job a few times tried to talk to her. She didn’t want anything to do with me as if all the memories meant nothing.

The break up wasn’t because of cheating abuse nothing like that we actually broke up on Christmas. It was her idea she wanted a ring and a baby.

Both of which I told her I did not want when we first got together. Truth of the matter is I had text messages on her phone halfway through the relationship she was sleeping with her best, friends, boyfriend.

I should’ve left then I stayed found out about swinger parties, I stayed. I only stayed because I was comfortable. I was complacent I knew I shouldn’t be here but it was easy for me.

Anything I ever wanted she will get she had a great job. Money was never an issue to have that all even from a person who wasn’t the one for me hurts it sucks.

Honestly, I have no desire to push through. I can’t eat without breaking down in tears not sure honestly how this is going to plan out.

Just pray for me guys going through it